His phone is ringing on the other end and he picked up, ‘Mari…’
‘Charles, I want you now, please.’
‘I’ll pick you up where I dropped you. Stay there until I get there Mari!’
I thought about last week as I waited for him to come back for me.
It’s been a week since Charles, an old suitor and I talked. I thought he was flirting with me but it seems I thought wrong. It was very embarrassing because I admitted that I was attracted to him. In any case, I hoped that our paths don’t cross again. My prayer has been heeded…until two nights ago.
I walked into Starbucks to have some iced coffee as I needed some me time after a grueling day at work. I wore a gray dress which was a bit tight around my breasts and sensible pumps. As I was about to order, I felt someone tap my shoulder and offered to buy me coffee. I turned around to come face to face with a smiling Charles who insisted on buying me coffee and joining me on my me time!
We got our coffees and went to a quiet table at the corner. It was awkward – for me – but he seemed pleased to see me. We talked about some mundane things, which, for the life of me, I could not remember. He was saying something and then stopped in mid sentence and asked me, ‘Mari, do I make you uncomfortable?’
‘It’s late. I think I’ll go home now. If you don’t mind I’ll go ahead. Thanks for the coffee. Oh by the way, congratulations. I heard you’re a partner now in the law firm you’re working for’. I then got my bag, smiled and started for the door. Charles got up, opened the door for me, then he offered; ‘I’ll drive you home Mari.’ I profusely declined but he would have none of it, so I reluctantly followed him to his car instead of getting a cab.
We were inside when he turned to me and this time he asked me; ‘What’s wrong Mari? Have I offended you or something?’.
‘No Charles, you haven’t. Really, everything’s ok, why wouldn’t it be?’
He remained silent and stared at me quizzically.
I took a deep breath and turned to him; ‘Charles, you didn’t do anything wrong. I am just embarrassed and uncomfortable talking to you.’.
‘Mari, is it because of our conversation last week?…’
‘Yes. For God’s sake I propositioned you and you rejected me, I think it’s natural that I would feel embarrassed around you. I’m embarrassed because I still want you and under different circumstances, I would welcome the offer of a lift from you. Hell, I’d wish you would drive at 2 km per hour or go the long route to my home, like, maybe make a U-turn in another town. I am not angry at you nor am I getting back at you by avoiding you now. Anyone in my shoes would feel the same.’
‘Mari, it was not rejection, I was not sure if you were serious or just pulling my leg. You’ve always said no when I asked you out before. I just didn’t know how to deal with what you said. You know I am so attracted to you, I always have been.’
‘Charles, now THAT I don’t believe. Come on, we’re friends. Let’s just forget what I said.’
He smiled and started the car, and drove at an excruciatingly slow speed. I turned to him and as if reading my mind, he smiled and quipped ‘2 kms per hour’. Then he turned right instead of left, which was towards the direction of my place.
‘Charles where are we going?’
‘We’re going to make a U-turn at Hilltop.’ Hilltop is practically the next town because of its distance. ‘I want to drive you home using the long route’.
I could not help chuckling about it. We relaxed and listened to the music on the radio. Forty minutes later we reached the Hilltop which has a small park where people can enjoy the view of the city below. I did not protest as I was enjoying the company and I’m terrible at pretending anyway. He parked the car, went around and opened the door for me.
We walked inside the park and sat on one of the benches. I absentmindedly rubbed my arm. Charles turned and asked if I was cold, to which I responded with a nod. He put his arm around me and we continued to enjoy the view. I leaned towards him and I could sense him smiling in the dark.
‘Lean on me Mari. Closer. I like the smell of your hair’…’May I kiss you?’ And before I could respond, he pulled me closer and kissed me softly on the lips. ‘I have always wanted you. The moment I saw you again, I could not take my eyes off you…Just let me kiss you.’
I started to kiss him back, and it became a deep kiss. Charles was making me mad with want. He placed his arm around my waist and pulled me towards him. And before I knew it, I was pulled tight to his chest that I had to hold on his shoulders for support. But I had to control my feelings because I was shamelessly kissing him back.When I pulled away, he cupped my right breast, leaned towards me and kissed me again. He squeezed my breast and I could not help letting out a small moan.
I had to pull away. ‘Charles you don’t want me. You just think you do because you know I want you. I think we should call it a night. Please let’s head back to the city, time for me to go home.’
We walked back to the car but he held my hand and stopped as we were halfway there. ‘Mari, what would it take for you to believe that I want you too? Tell me because I am going crazy with want right now. Do you want me or are you toying with me?’
‘Charles I want you.’
‘Really Mari? How do you want me?’
‘I want you on top of me, naked, inside me Charles! But I deserve to be wanted back too because it’s important to me. I don’t want a one-night stand. I want to like the person I see in the mirror in the morning, to be able to respect myself. It’s ok if you’re not attracted to me. I’m a big girl, I can take rejection, but I can’t deal with pretension. Maybe you just know that I want you now, so you think you’re attracted to me too… Let’s just go home’
‘Mari, I am not confused with how I feel and I am not going to stop proving that to you anytime soon. So know this, say the word, and I am going to make love to you like it’s the last thing we’ll do. We’ve known each other for 10 years, and I have never masked my attraction to you, so whether we do it tonight, tomorrow, next week, or next year, it’s going to happen. I am going to make love to you and I sure as hell am going to fuck you until you beg me to stop!’
We reached his car, which is an SUV really, and as I sat on the passenger seat he pulled me to him. He raised the skirt of my dress and parted my legs and pressed his groin in between. I could feel his erection, against the fabric of my panties. He grabbed my hips and lifted my buttocks a little so he could fit snuggly between my legs and then kissed me deeply. When his left hand squeezed my left breast, I moaned deep within his kiss.
‘Ah Mari, your breasts are so sensitive. You can’t control your body and you moan so beautifully when I cup your breasts. I will take them into my mouth and suck on them until you scream with want.’
Then he abruptly stopped. And gently pushed me back inside. I composed myself as he went around to get into the driver’s seat.
‘Mari, it’s going to happen. It’s just going to be a matter of when’
I took a deep breath and looked away. I am so attracted to this guy and I don’t understand it. I was quietly thinking as we pulled away from the parking lot. He would catch me looking at him and we would smile to each other.
At a stoplight, he turned to me and asked, ‘Your breasts are beautiful and full, I can’t wait to taste them.’
‘We’re still a few kms away from your home. You have time to change your mind about us. Tonight, tomorrow, whenever, it’s going to happen. We’re going to make love. I am not going to beg you, but I want you so much right now.’
As we neared my home, he turned to me and I just looked down because I can’t let him see how much I want him.
As I was getting out of his car, he held my hand, so I turned. ‘Mari, tell me you want me. Even if we don’t make love tonight. Tell me the truth. Do you want me? Are you wet for me as I am hard and ready for you right now?’
‘Yes, I want you Charles. And I’m soaking wet wanting you. But I am not sure about what to do, I’m sorry. I have never been careless or done something that crazy, and yet want someone so badly as I do you now. I-i-i think I’ll go now..’
I got off his car and walked to my front door. I turned around to see him smile and wave at me as he was slowly driving away. I was inside my apartment when I thought, hell, I want him, I’ll deal with tomorrow, tomorrow!
I fished my phone out of my bag and rang him. He was back in less than five minutes. He jumped out of his car, quickly went over to me and kissed me so deep that I wanted him to take me right then and there. We were out of breath when we stopped and without a word we hurried to his car.
He drove like a mad man. He suddenly swerved into the underground parking of a small hotel. ‘I’m sorry Mari, I can’t wait and I don’t want us in an accident before we reach my home’.I just held on to his hand and squeezed it. It was enough of an answer for him.
We strode to the front desk and got a room. And in less than ten minutes we were inside our room. Charles hurriedly took his shirt off and then held me against the wall and kissed me. He got my dress off and turned me against him so he could unclasp my bra and spring my full breasts free. He was like a mad man and almost tore my bra off me. When I yelped he put his arm around me and cupped both breasts from behind me. I moaned so deep and leaned against him, while he sucked my nape. He gently rolled my nipples between his thumb and forefinger, I jumped, moaned his name and leaned against him. I was only wearing my panties.
His left hand alternately cupped my breasts, mashing, squeezing, and caressing. It was maddening! I was leaning against him, panting and moaning, when he dipped his hand inside my panties and cupped my cunt.
‘My God Mari! You’re soaking wet’ Then he flicked my clitoris gently that I jerked and moaned, ‘Charles! Ahhhhhhh ohhhhhh’
‘Oh yes Mari, we’re getting there. Do you want me inside your wet cunt?’ And he dipped the tip of his finger, as if accidentally, inside me. I leaned back against him, as I could not move because he’s holding me against him, one hand cupping my breast. And that’s when I moaned and rubbed my cunt against his hand. At that instant, Charles pushed me forward and yanked my panties that it tore on one leg. He pulled it down but could not wait and left it stuck around one knee.
He pulled me to the bed and in no time had his pants and boxers peeled off. He pushed me to the bed mounted me at the same time he was parting my legs with his knee.
‘Charles…’ Before I could say anything, Charles rammed his cock so deep inside me that I moaned and gripped his ass from the pleasure and the shock of his cock deeply imbedded inside my wet and tight cunt.
‘Mariiiii, oh God, I’m sorry sweetheart. I couldn’t…I’m sorry, this is going to hurt,…’
He pulled his cock almost all the way out and rammed it in again, deeper that I had to part my legs wider and bring them up to the sides of his waist.
‘Mari, ohhh, you’re so tight…I -I – I can’t stop…say you want me too Mari!’
‘Charlessss, ohhhhhhh, ooohhhh, please, oh Charlesss!
‘Mari, I promise I’m going to make love to you but right now, sweetheart, I need to fuck you….deep…’
‘…and hard…do you like that?…Answer me Mari!’
He was thrusting in and out of me now, in deep strokes it was shooting both pain and pleasure at the pit of my stomach…’Charless, Charlesssss, ohhhh!…..Fuck me please, don’t stop fucking me Charles!’ And I clung to his arms, his shoulders as he savagely thrust in and out of me, his cock pounding my cunt in deep and fast thrusts. I was going mad with want, and with one deep thrust from him, I started to meet his thrusts mindlessly moaning, crying, and clinging to him. He thrust deep again and I screamed and cried as I came. In that moment, he came too and thrust deeper than I thought possible as he poured his warm seed inside me. Our moans and cries mingled as we both lost control and fucked like it’s our last.
To be continued…